Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Nak Lari..

Kadang-kadang rasa nak lari..
Laru dari kehidupan sendiri...
Penat dah kena maki..
Walaupun jika nak beri pendapat sendiri..

Bukan nak menuduh atau nak kata salah..
Tapi itu pendapat, bukannya melatah..
Cuba kalau diriki, dikaji apa masalah..
Kan lebih baik dari bertelagah...

Setiap manusia ada pendapat sendiri..
Tak boleh semua nak ikut cakap hati..
Pendapat kita mungkin tak serasi..
Tapi itu pendapat hati, boleh tak kau hormati ?


Aku cuma nak jadi diri sendiri, tolonglah beri aku ruang walaupun se-inci..

:'( Fyqa

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I

Kadang-kadang untuk dengar kata hati,
itu namanya mati.
Untuk dengar kata rasa,
itu namanya bahana.

Jadi yang mana satu nak dicari?
ketenangan hati yang hakiki,
atau rasa yang dalam hati?

Kalau dibiarkan rasa itu sampai mati,
tak rasa bodoh ke hati?
Atau
tak menyesal ke nanti?

Kalau hati boleh mati,
rasa pula bagaimana?
Boleh lari?
Boleh pergi?

Boleh ke kita berhenti,
merasa tapi memerhati?
berkata tapi mencari,
sesuatu yang belum kekal abadi.

Ah bodoh! PERGI MATI!

Friday, December 31, 2010

Kosong,

Assalamualaikum...
Ini bukan entry mengeluh mengenai hidup. Tapi ini entry mengenai hidup yang "what goes around comes around"
Dalam hidup ini, kita ada pilihan. Tak kisah lah mengenai apa. Ada saja pilihan. Pillihan akan lead kepada dua benda sama ada yang baik atau yang buruk. So, apa yang kita lakukan dengan pilihan yang diberi.
Alhamdulillah, setakat ini hidup aku diuji dengan hebat. Sangat hebat. Tapi jauh dekat hati ini masih lagi berkata "Hey, ada orang diuji lagi teruk, tapi dia masih kuat. Jangan lembik sangat. Ini baru sikit."
Saya ditipu. Yea. Ditipu.
Kenapa saya tak bercerita mengenainya? Mungkin sebab ia terlalu perit untuk dicerita. Mungkin ia lagi bagus kalau dibiar saja.
Banyak persoalan yang ada diminda. Apa kurangnya? Apa lebihnya? Apa yang perlu? Apa yang tidak? Kenapa? Mengapa? Semualah. Itu Tuhan saja yang tahu.
Hmmm.
Kalau saya buat kesimpulan sendiri, itu pasti yang tidak manis. Tapi, kalau saya tak buat kesimpulan pun, akan jadi tidak manis. Jadi, saya bingung. Apa yang saya perlu lakukan?

Monday, December 27, 2010

Don't trust anyone,

even IF he is your boyfriend -,-

Thursday, December 16, 2010

oh my,

I want to write a song, but I don't know why,
I felt blank. I don't know wheres my ideas go. Pfftt.
Maybe this happen because I never apprecitae it when its there.

Dear Allah,
Give my idea to write new song.
I really need it.
I just don't know how anymore.

Pleaseeeeeee :'(

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Assalamualaikum.

I am just a normal girl who just live a simple life. But, I have high expectation when it comes to love. I am currently listen to one in a million cover by a girl. Her voice is stunning! *tears fall*

Balik kepada topik asal, I really have high expectation when it comes to love. Maybe because I have been dumped for several times, been cheated uncounted times and all, so I'm a bit carefull with my love life. I am scared that I will be hurt over and over again.

I came from a broken family, maybe thats why I am overly serious about this matter you know. Or maybe my expectation on guys that I've been dated are overly over (?) Pfftt. I don't know.

Hmm I just want a guy who can spoil me, can told me that I'm beautiful even when I'm not, want to spent his time with me without me asking. Ah, is this to much a girl could ever ask for?

Well, FYI guys, this is the things that you will do for us,the girls, when you are preety much in lve with us, kan? But, what if you don't do this? Should we dumped you and find other guy that will treat us better than you do? should we? No. We will stay and ask you to love us. Until you tell us that U can't anymore. Then, we will leave you for goods. Idk why I wrote this stuff. I just wanna cry. Cry. -___-"
I want a guy who can treat me like this.
Not because he have to, but because he wants to.


Sunday, December 12, 2010

Fiqa #101 - 04

My favourite book.




For one more day By Mitch Albom
I never like books. I mean ANY books! But this one really caught my eyes. I read it everywhere, every night. It really moves me and I am crying when I read this book. I really am. I put myself in the author shoes and I really felt the pain and all. Oh my! Read it guys :)